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[09 Aug 2007|04:17pm] |
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i stayed up till 3:30 last night watching the x effect on mtv. i woke up at 2 and had popcorn, watermelon and birthday cake ice cream for lunch. i am not looking forward to going back to school.
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[25 Jul 2007|10:54pm] |
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this is probably a preemptive update. this is night 1 of project 'they took out my wisdom teeth, and now i bleed everywhere all the time, and all i can eat is scrambled eggs' (project ttomwtanibeattaaiceise, if you will). after a week of puffy cheeks, stranded in castle smith, i'm going to wish i had updated in a time my death was drawing nearer due to boredom. a week at the beach was decent. chip and dong stayed for a few days and we went to a put put course called MT. ATLANTICUS, which bragged on an LED marquee that they were "THE WORLD'S LARGEST PUT PUT COURSE IN THE WORLD". it was in fact, very large ...and very hot and after 18 holes behind 90 families from quebec, speaking french the entire outing, i was reminded of how incredibly uncultured i am for laughing my ass off. i'm still really content with my life in mostly all aspects, which is a truely redudant and obvious thing to say until dentist-induced valium completely wears off. i just ordered jeans from sweeden, lolololol. i'm sorry, but i really don't care about anyone but myself. fuck yeah?
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[07 Jul 2007|06:15pm] |
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calender-wise, today is supposed to be the luckiest day of the year but i'm in a terrible mood. my summer has been great since the last time i made an entry. i unexpectedly went to charleston for a week and had an expectedly good time. chip and dong are going to USC, which is going to be amazing or disapointing, i won't have decided which until they've moved here. strangely enough, i've been reading the 5th and 6th harry potter book that i never read and i'm interested, oddly. i'm going to florida with jamie for a while, soon. she was supposed to come to the beach with me the week before, but things didn't work out. the next week, i get my wisdom teeth out, which i'm not looking forward to, looking at my lack of wisdom WITH my wisdom teeth. this is a really lame waste of 10 minutes.
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[03 Jun 2007|11:00pm] |
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summer is here and it brought heat and alcohol. i don't think it really hit me until a few days ago how amazing it is to be completely free for a few months. last night included apple to apple puns, a real, movie inspired cake-in-the-face fight and really sad, temporarey goodbyes. jamie bugner is just what i need right now. kaleigh stevens called me to tell me she's moving here and i almost got excited until she said "i miss you like a bitch" and i was reminded of what a douchebag everyone in the world is. i got flicked off while driving today, which i consider to be a warm welcome into the automobile community. i applied to like 5 different places. soon enough i'll have a job and be able to drive and have money. it's almost like i'm a real person, what the fuck?
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[05 May 2007|10:27pm] |
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something less than intended by portaits of past |
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update on life: today's cinco de mayo, and i'm currently sobering up. it's only 10:28, saturday night, but i'm content with my day and weekend so far. i had driver's training class today from 7:30 to 3:30, and i didn't learn much more than: AAA makes some shitty driving videos. i'm taking 3 more 2 hour driving sessions next week, and i can be driving alone by may 16th, hell yeah. i saw spiderman 3 last night with evan. the movie was bad, but the pie was so good. (i hope someone catches that reference). i'm talking to a girl who i really genuinally like, named jamie. everything is going really well, minus the fact that eric robinson has liked her for a year and i feel like i'm completely fucking him over. i'm all for bros b4 hoes, but i don't know eric well enough to rearrange chix b4 dix. however, pokemon has been ruling my life since april 22nd, keeping me in touch with my poke b4 folky policy. sorry, that was a really bad joke ...y. emilio estevez jokes have given my life a purpose.
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[16 Apr 2007|06:39pm] |
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it's a cold day in hell when my volume falls low. yet i'm left speechless and hell receives snow. a man's home is his castle and i'm digging a moat. satan rummages through his closet for a warm, winter coat. my tongue lies still, mighty grin begins to droop. teeth chatter without a pause as he heats a can of soup.
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[10 Apr 2007|06:20pm] |
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my spring break wasn't worth complaining about. the easter bunny left a note that said "you are no longer in debt", and sweet tarts. i'm beginning to get sick again, which, at closer inspection, is the topic of quite a few livejournal entries. i am completely blown away by the concept of archeoacoustics, and i want to read all that i can about it. if the subject has absorbed enough publicity to become a fruitful career by the time i'm out of high school, i'd really like to study it. in completely unrelated news, i had a close encounter of the ugly kind, with a girl in a myspace mask!! i've been duped!!
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[04 Apr 2007|11:17pm] |
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a little change could go a long way by city of caterpillar |
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i just performed surgery on my own foot and it hurts like hell. evan, courtney and i just got back from her birthday dinner. turns out that the 8 scary movies too graphic for theatres are only not in theatres because of how stupid they are (unless you're into movies where people punch holes in other people's chests?). ben and joey stayed at my house for 4 days and it was a lot of fun. i definitely need some alone time here and again though, that's for sure. i used to be a myspace god, where did my street cred go? tru luv tomorrow.
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[24 Mar 2007|06:10pm] |
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le radeau de la méduse by alcatraz |
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some black lady at lunch today made eye contact with me and said "smile", and i was, once again, reminded how incredibly 'what the fuck' my life is. yesterday i hung out with evan guess (and courtney) for like 6 hours and he wasn't annoying at all. i felt like i was living in a seinfeld episode all day. i'm stuck at home right now, but everything is fine.
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[18 Mar 2007|01:26pm] |
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seascape by you and i |
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i think yesterday was a good example of how my life r00lz and sux at the same time. i just pray that the "it could be worse" factor follows me around for the rest of my life.
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[14 Mar 2007|07:44pm] |
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i have no complaints, right now. i'm 16 years old, i'll only remember the big ups and the big downs of my entire high school career, so why sweat the little things? my luck with females is better than it tends to be, and that's worth mentioning. i spent last week spreading the gospel of r kelly. for lack of a better phrase, i am fucking obsessed with trapped in the closet. soulseek has been a complete dick to me lately, i haven't downloaded a cd in 2 weeks. i stopped reading my friends page, because you're all really, really whiney and melodramatic, but i still enjoy a few people's entries. i'm not saying mine are any different, but god damn, at least i don't update that often. i have to babysit 40 asian kids on friday, my tolerance will hit empty, but my wallet will be full. uh, happy pi day.
ps, i sneezed and hiccuped 2 days ago and my head didn't explode.
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[02 Mar 2007|09:22pm] |
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i went to the eye doctor and found out i'm blind. they dialated my eyes and i looked like an anime character for 6 hours. i got really, really drunk last friday and went home and now i'm grounded, but only for this week. i've been living inside my brain lately so much more than i used to. today wasn't a good day and my bad mood continues, but a christian archeologist accidently disproved christianity, so there's still potential for a smile. i think i get to see my baby girl tomorrow?
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[19 Feb 2007|08:36pm] |
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this weekend hasn't been what i was hoping for when i heard '4 day weekend', although it ended up being a 5 day weekend, against my will. i would take a sick day with no ill word if it didn't come with coughing up my intestines and acquiring more snot than i knew my body could hold (for lack of a better phrase?). i took a thousand headache pills and then i threw up and now i can't sit still. i ordered a package that was supposedly sent on the 9th and hasn't arrived. i saw ghost rider and realized his entire vocabulary could easily be put in a really long hardcore breakdown (ie, i thought it was really horrible). i'm realizing i don't do well with unfamiliarity, which could mean i'll be brushing my teeth with kids crest until they load up the herse. my sketchy lies on new years has made my mom believe that charleston is an "unsupervised environment" (fuck yeah) and when i do want to go again, i'll have to do some serious prying. but in retrospect "it seemed like a good idea at the time" wasn't the best response to "derek, why are your nails painted?", but then again "my drunk brain was saying no, but my drunker body was saying yes" would have been a drastically worse response. i'm excited for against me! next weekend.
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[16 Feb 2007|09:03pm] |
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in a world where i have a 102 fever, and the only things on tv are the horse whisperer, the dog whisperer and ghost whisperer, i'm fucking getting drunk by myself. cheers.
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[12 Feb 2007|09:48pm] |
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so far in the technology revolution, my family has hid in bunkers to avoid caller id, and now, in 2007, our defenses are faltering, because my great aunt got our home phone number. growing pains? shitty family? saturday was my grandfather's 75th birthday and i got drunk with the elderly, hell yeah. HOW OLD ARE YOU AGAIN? ARE YOU PLAYING BASKETBALL? i got a letter from NYU because of my ACT scores, but that's way too far away. they probably sent them to everyone. i've blown all my money on mcdonalds and vinyl lately. my grades go up and down, but i'm adequate. i learn geometry from a poorly closeted lesbian, and i'm close to blowing my brains out. despite constant complaining, i'm a happy guy.
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[04 Feb 2007|04:36pm] |
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what a waste by SL-27 |
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netflix obviously has the wrong idea of my interests, seeing as my top 3 recomendations are BOYZ N THA HOOD, the rosa parks story and season 1 of justice league, featuring batman and superman. if i don't get some action pretty soon i don't know what i'll do. every girl who comes over to my house just wants to eat. i've been driving a lot lately and i'm really comfortable with it. if i were to get a new car, i think i'd want a range rover. if not, i'll take whatever. i got a private journal and it helps me a lot. my brain functions a lot better when it say whatever it means. even if i'm not sure what it means. poetry has become a pretty daily get-away for me. (i sound really, really, really gay).
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[25 Jan 2007|09:59pm] |
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i'm back sleeping, or fucking, or something by moss icon |
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i made the mistake of telling my geometry teacher i couldn't see a god damn thing on the board, because i sit in the very back, and now i get the special privileges of helen keller. my goal throughout a typical semester is to painstakingly avoid becoming the "____ guy". i conciously avoid sharpening my pencil twice two days in a row or sneezing a lot. if i were to make fun of, or critisize someone, these are the qualities i would pinpoint on, and i therefore try to avoid imitating them. i realize i just said 'avoid' like four times, and have accidently become the 'avoid guy'. i am slipping down a neurotic slide, where my final stop will be to actually devolve into geroge castanza. modest mouse has a new song, on a new cd called "we were dead before the ship even sank" coming out later this year. i'm really not sure how i feel about it. i've listened to it three or four times and my comments are all neutral, which i believe is even worse than fucking hating it. i've watched the office so much that i try to relate every situation i'm in with a similar office situation, thus pushing the envelope on how fucking creepy i am. my grandfather gave me a book called 'the best cartoons of the year 1945' (it came out in 1946) and it's not funny at all. it's just really bizarre. but i've spent so much time reading it and drawing. in unrelated news, i'm tired of everyone between the ages of 1 and 200. bring on the newborns and dead guys.
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[22 Jan 2007|07:25pm] |
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my recovery by off minor |
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i realized that out of my entire family, only 2 people are married. divorce, single parents and death are contagious in my family (buried among a list that includes short tempers and sarcastic senses of humor). i'm lucky that i'm more afraid of spiders than being alone. i live in a big house, but my family tree has a truck on cinder blocks collecting dust in front of it. i'll be surprised if i move out before my family implodes from frustration.
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[21 Jan 2007|05:32pm] |
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when i came downstairs this morning my mom said "looks like you had a rough night last night", despite me being ridiculously sober on this particular occasion. my mom has caught on to most of what i do, i'm almost positive. i've been spending all my time with people i never thought i would, and i've come to a conclusion: i hate hardcore a whole lot. madison miller's FASHION BLOG makes me want to disassociate with everyone who wears clothes. when did fat girls get so confident? the inside of my hoodie pocket is covered in sugar because i stole a chinese doughnut from a chinese buffet. voicing my thoughts makes me sound like a complete dumbass.
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[09 Jan 2007|12:42pm] |
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although i am a full-fledged, card-carrying atheist, i have spent the last 12 hours praying to the porclain god. i feel absolutely horrible, and i didn't see it coming at all. someone fucking shoot me.
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